Angel

Thank you Lord, for all my friends
Each one is dear to me
For all the smiles and glowing hearts
I seem to always see.

They are there in times of good and bad
Their love, they always share
They fill me with unending joy
And show me that they care.

I see them as the shining stars
God placed them there with care
I may not always see their smiles
But know they're always there.

Lorna Nur Natasha

Me

The Ocean is like a life
The Ocean has so much to give
The Ocean speaks a thousand words
For both you and me.

The Ocean faces troubles
Just like many of us do
Sometimes it can be rough
Sometimes it can be Calm
& Sometimes it can be so neutral
that it just blends with the sun

The Ocean welcomes all
The Ocean never says no
The Ocean gives out lifes
To many creatures that we know

The Ocean gives happiness
The Ocean gives saddness
The Ocean is a life on it's own
& there are many to be unfolded

Lorna Nur Natasha

My Life

My Life
Each of us is sent here with a purpose to unfold
Each given only so much time to complete before we are old.
Upon arrival i am sure of the plan to be unfurled
But as i grow i then absorb the teachings of the world.

I am taught about the things in life what's real and right and true
I am told by those that love me most what i'm suppose to do.
I am taught about what's right and wrong based on what they believe
To often shown my limitations, not what i can achieve.

I continue on my journey and do the best i can
To follow this direction these established ways of man.
I stay within the boundaries of these things i am told are true
Knowing little of the damage long term that they can do.

Through this ensuing process my memories get weak
My once held purpose since replaced, with the material things i seek.
The plan that i was sent here for now a distant memory
It's the earthly teaching i've received that makes it faint you see.

As life goes on i start to sense that i have lost my way
Not realizing yet that false beliefs have brought me here today.
Achieving all that they have claimed would bring me happiness
There's still a hunger deep within, these "things" cannot suppress.

I search for deeper meaning which i long to find the truth
Not just what others say is right and taught me in my youth.
But true answers to my questions that point me toward the light
Which lead me toward that once known path, and brings my purpose back in sight.

I have come upon a place in life there's unrest in my soul
The path that i have been following leaves my feeling less than whole.
I begin to seek my purpose that which i was sent to do
I reflect on many things i have learned but few of them ring true.

So many things that i was taught i find to be untrue
Innocently by those i love who taught me all they knew.
The more i learn the more my mind resists this new found news
It goes against what's stored within and creates conflicting views.

Emotions stir my thoughts run wild they shout for me to "Cease"
But the more i seek, and the more i find, the more i feel at peace.
My search goes on new truths revealed with every passing day
How could it be those childhood lessons have caused me to lose my way?

Confusion mounts frustration grows as i seek to find what's right
The road seems dark and lonely as my journey toward my plight.
But soon the fog starts lifting and as i learn to clear my mind
A faint little voice within me says "Keep seeking and you'll find."

I keep on searching deeper i know it's there somewhere
I ask God to help me, and say a little prayer.
And then one day that inner voice speaks up once again
"All the answers that i am seeking, can be found if i'll look within."

"It's outside interference that keeps truth from coming through
Just go within, grow quiet child, and i will discover what is true.
I struggle to awaken is due to my own choice
It's due to all the noise out there that drowns the "inner voice."

"Learn to differentiate the teachings of my youth
The limiting and false beliefs i now perceive as truth.
It is due to man made teachings that make my spirit tire
For they are such that interfere with achieving my desires."

I have been told that dreams i hold are far beyond my means
That what i long to experience is reserved for kings and queens
my only limitations are based on what i believe
Shed these limitations learned and i will soon achieve."

Awaken and become aware of all i have say and think
Doing so will provide me with that one last missing link
For it is these that shape my outcomes each and every day
Learn to change them starting now and i'll have found my way."

As i learn to discipline my thoughts and conscious mind
Each answer that i seek today, i will surely find.
Then learn to recognize the voice that leads me on my way
Take action on it's guidance, and do so without delay.

Discover how to seperate from falsehoods you perceive as truth
Those false beliefs that i was taught and absorbed while in my youth.
Now walk the path and take the steps I've revealed today
Be persistent, persevere and i will find my way."

"There will be days that you will doubt what you have learned today
Just understand that life will throw some obstacles your way.
But as they come just realize and deep within you know
Each of them is happening as a means to help you grow."

"The guidance i have received today will take me toward my dream
Just follow each and every word, no matter how things seem.
And keep my desire in focus, plant the outcome in my mind
Ignore those who belittle me and my treasure i will find."

An "Inner Knowing" lights my path as i have shown what is to be
The steps to take are "crystal clear" the plan is plain to see.
I start to take the steps toward my ever perfect plan
With an unexplainable "knowingness" uncommon for a man.

The excitement that's within me grows as my dreams start taking form
Some days seem so effortless while some i bare the storm.
But on those days i persevere, stay focused and believe
Remembering the voice within that promised i'd achieve.

On those days the dark clouds gather and it seems i can't get through
And all those in my circle say, "There's nothing you can do."
I dig down deep within me find some energy somewhere
And keep on trudging forward cause i know i'm almost there.

When the seeds that i have been sowing just won't seem to grow
So much time and effort spent with so little fruit to show.
With the tools that I have discovered, i nurture them with care
Then keep on planting more and more, knowing soon i will be there.

Regardless of what others say i think back on that day
Reflecting now upon the price i knew i'd have to pay.
I refocus on my vision all the good i have to share
And keep my fire burning cause i am sure i'm almost there.

When i am feeling worn and tired and i'm ready to give in
My worldly thoughts start telling methere's no way i can win.
I visualize the sunny skies don't fall into despair
And keep on taking baby steps cause i know i'm almost there.

And then one day it happens the light starts breaking through
All the effort i have put forward starts producing what i knew.
The joy i feel inside me shows, excitement fills the air
I'm proud of my accomplishments cause now i have made it there.

Through me determination and the guidance that i have sought
The answers came upon me when i was least distraught.
The guidance that i longed for could never make it through
When those negative emotions of doubt and fear were indwelling me.

When i look back on the challenges this goal has put me through
I see them now as benefits, it's because of them i grew.
i have learned that fear and anguish block the guidance that i sought
That those few times i felt cut off were due to my own thought.

I think of all that i have learned and how i have overcome so far
The dream that i am living now was once a distant star.
The obstacles i made it through, the blood and sweat and tears
How the faint small voice within me helped to overcome my fears.

And now it's time to rest i think from all that i have been through
But that still small voice within me says "You've another job to do.
For there are those who long and hope to fulfill their dreams someday
So share your words help clear the path for others on the way."

i have so much to offer now it's a shame to let it lay
Go within i find the strength to begin it now, today.
And use my sweet life lessons, with others i can share
And help as many as i can to also make it there."

This guidance rings within me, knowing deep i can't ignore
It's this same small voice that got me through when i felt so weak before.
I go within and seek the strength to help all those out there
Who really seek my guidance and the following i share....

The answers are available to any who will seek
Just take the time and go within when you are feeling weak.
The blessings are unlimited with so much left to spare
When things seem hard just persevere, and you too, will get there."

"Find within you Gratitude no matter how things seem
Express it each and every day while working toward your dream.
And magically as you express all things your grateful for
The key you seek will then appear that opens up the door."

My life long dreams will be attained if only i believe
Just focus on them daily and soon i will achieve.
All the things i long for and all i dream to do
Just persevere and keep on going and soon i'll see it through."

"All these things will manifest that i have dreamt to do
If i will only follow this plan that's laid for you.
Just keep it fresh upon your mind and daily go within
Above all else don't ever quit and you will surely win!"

"And when you reach that pinnacle stop a while and rest
But jump back in and show the way to all those who request.
By following this guidance and helping all you can
You will have fulfilled your purpose and the Universal Plan."

We each were sent here for a time a mission to complete
False teachings learned along the way we must now learn to delete.
And each must search and find within their own unbiased truth
And recall the reason you were sent, which you knew once in your youth.